Kintsugi

The room smells like him, and with every breath I inhale parts of him! Like I can survive with his molecules merged with mine and his parts and particles giving me super powers....

I move and different scents reach up to my nose, a chemical reaction happens and all I can feel is like how he feels...All I can hear is his voice and all I touch is his skin!

He is gone and the pieces of my heart are sown together by his magical particles, his soul...

He is gone but the room smells like his presence....

Let us agree that it has been quite a ride so far!
I am willing to just pack and go away...without any idea where I want to go or be...
It is always nice to have him visiting me and have a couple of nice days....ignoring the pains that run through your blood with every beat of your heart!
Towards the end of these days, the pain becomes less tolerable, hurts more and at some point I give up! The tears fall and then the pain is out and running and spreading everywhere!
I, however, have become the master of putting up faces and smiling around and keeping up the appearances!
I am the symbol of faith and strength, as the '' Best '' will come!