I am 30 now! It doesn't feel like it! It doesn't follow my imagination of how it could be....

I just want to have a loud screem....those screems that you get sore throat afterwards... I hope that it may help, maybe not....I think nothing can help....nothing....

I think I would like to die today....or one of these days....

I am so fed up of my thoughts...!

I am sinking down.....deeper and deeper....darker and darker....!!!!

I shouldn't have told him that I like to die....but I like to things become to an end....I know I don't have the balls to do it....I know it very well....

But I am at the stage that there is no mmre to give...may be what I am gonna give to this life...is through my death...maybe that waken up some people....maybe my not being makes that difference!!!!

If you want to know how is life in limbo, we can swap lives....

It makes you tired and fucked up....it makes you numb....like me!

It makes you not to be scared and insecure in front of closed doors and on lights....

It makes you not be hurt after seeing bloody sheets....

It makes you not feel loved or hated....

Limbo, stops the time for you....only you!!!