It's been a hell of a ride!
I wish I could change some big chunks of last year! 
It's been the year I became a doctor! It's been the year I was happier than the couple of years before! the ending of it was lonely, hard but not sad! Sadness was involved, but not the main issue!
It is now the final hours and I am preparing myself for a new start! The whole new chapter will be opened!

I am trying to remember and forget at the same time!
He is leaving in 2-3 days, I lost the track of time....it doesn't matter anymore as it would not change the fact that he is leaving!
We believe we will meet up soon, at least in three months! But we know we are not living together anymore!