کاش حالم خوب بشه،

ای کاش حالم خوب بشه....

No summer apparently...

The sky is turning blue, dark grey....I am sitting here...staring at wet windows....

I close my heart...I close my eyes...

Reality, so cruel, so blunt, so calm passes through my closed eyes....

I feel the pain and ignore it...

I keep my eyes closed and the pain sinks down in my roots...like the rain...like the darkness of the sky! 

اونقده حالم بده و گرفته که نگو.....