It is becoming more difficult every day to be able to stay on top of every thing....
It is becoming more upsetting every day!
I need to keep reminding myself: EVERY thing IS GOING TO all right!

Very busy with so many random things! Officially off happy pills!
Dreams are still manic and vivid!
All the random worries that sneak up on my dreams, reminders of ignored thoughts! 
My little brother became a grown up man...I am becoming a middle aged woman...My sister is a middle aged woman with family issues...
Life is as is suppose to be!
Worries and thoughts sneak up on your dreams....
They overflow to your days....