My portion of life is £8.20......

Not the best day ever, though not the worst! I am still hoping for nothing...I should stop myself being this idiot!

I said: I feel so lonely...

He held me in his arm....tight..

I said: maybe I should leave....

He said: I don't want you to be alone...

Although he was there for me, I was feeling lonely....lost and confused!!! But he was there, holding me....trying to convince me that he does exist...even if it is for the shortest time ever!!!! I am getting blind, I can not see anymore....I have stuck to a moment and everything is moving around me...I have closed my eyes and hoping to be able to escape only by recognising voices...

I have been told that I was brave....it's a good feeling. In a really strange way...! I took control of my life...it is going to be all right!