Boring....no, it is just the weakness of your mind...just the confession of being weak and powerless...
The thing is I am trying..from down deep in my heart..but the problem is that my mind is much more powerful than my heart...I should have used my mind instead of my heart..!!
At the end..it is me and the broken heart...
It is snowing outside and I am trying just to ignore...it is the best...temporary...ignorance....but I don't have the power to ignore my thoughts.........
OOOhhhmmm.......this is the break...having fun part of my life....!!!....
Isn't there any body out there to pull me out of the ocean of thoughts...ideas...memories...I 've got lost in the middle of decades, days, weeks...hours and seconds of thoughts........
Hey you!!
You...you should show me the way out...the way out of this cave that I made for myself....pull me out and stand by me.....show me the road...the way out!!!