I'm so tired now...can't tell how much...changed some things in the page and every thing is different now..and I don't like it..it is like changing the decoration of your room..and after all those moving heavy things you just realize that it was a bad idea at first place...but you don't have the energy to change it all over gain..I think I'm ganna die to night..because of headache...but no one dies of this..better find a better reason to die.......
O....finished the antibiotics..sort of not completely..but freaking out of stress...fu...can't resist any more ....just need to rest for a while....I'm so fucking damn tired of every thing...missing love, home, loneliness, studying, ..................just tired....I need some one to hug me..not any one..the one.....a big and long lasting hug....