Washed that fu...ing bathroom, it took two hours to be sterilized!!!That's how it is...living in a shared house...you should care about stuff that you wouldn't give a fu... before.....I am going to bake a cake....yummm...hope so I mean...
I am tying my best, that was I told Dad...I am trying..but he doesn't know what is going around my life...he never did!!I think this distance between us is making me telling stuff that I couldn't express before........it feels good..alittle.....weird!! I am not kind of girl to talk about stressing out for exams with her dad.........
May be I am telling these , because there is nothing to tell...!!Of course I can't tell him that I 've missed my room, or smoking in my room in the middle of nights or...walking in Lavasan streets or...........thousands of...moments with..............
No it's better to talking about me...here ..not there..maybe they want to forget the former me Back in Tehran...maybe they need this change more than me..........
Words...words that are meaningless until they are together...like people...when you see them alone..they are just a complex of meat and flesh and skin..but when you see them in communication...they are senses, feelings...emotions..
I just want the words.........it is going to be ugly in interaction with senses.....