It feels like it is happening again, over and over. The same pain rushes through my heart and this time there are no tears to catch up with the pain.
I feel stupid to let this happen, like I was born yesterday, like I did not not know it is coming!
I had become some one else, a new skin, a new face...I had become me...unknowing, scared, soft and hurt me!
He saw me change, he saw me falling apart, he saw me fail and win! Hurt, but strong, bitter but forgiving....
I decided to be in this life, I decided to stay in this life.