I went to far far away land and I saw her!
I stayed in her studio apartment....clean and tidy..the only aspect of messiness was my present in the room!
I met an old friend..forgot to take a photo and now it is just a surreal memory...
Memories of underground trains (metro) and french speaking people creeping into my dreams!
I experienced loneliness and stress...I experienced human life as an stranger!
I am making my way through...I fell down, stood up! Got drunk and hungover...
But I am back...back on my feet! 
Writing and writing...doubting myself every second of the path!
I am scared of the coming futures, it carries many unclear and fuzzy scenes! I may go back home....!