Tomorrow is Persian New year...It does not feel exactly like a new year! It is just Facebook that shove it in your face! All the golden fishes and apples and green lentils...Mine didn't grow!
Any way...It suddenly reminded me of the nice feeling of 15 days of holly days... new year bonus money from the boss! hmmm....I just missed the whole feeling...
I missed the cold sunshine through the glass...mum stressing out over a non-cleaned spot over the house...My intentions of tidy up he closet...
I just missed this crap...all the lies to get me to half an hour time spending with boyfriend ....
I missed quiet ski slopes...I used to feel like the ivory queen of mountains...strong and pretty!
What happened?
This bloody migration killed them all?
This bloody mental illness of mine through away all the good senses..
I am awarding myself today! I am going to work....even that does not feel good!