Now ...rain is pouring down....No sign of spring any more! I can hardly keep my eyes open...so sleepy! 

He says he is so stressed! 

He says he needs to focus!

I don't have anything to say! 

I told him not to worry about me...

I told him everything is going to be fine...Is it? Any way I have to be strong....fight back...not give up! I wish life was different in some ways...

I wish I was stronger...

I wish he was not stressed...

I wish .....