I feel empty...empty as you can imagine the emptyness of a darkhole in the space...full and empty!

Today I'm fighting back thetears....possibly at some point of the day I will cry! But not now, now ...I'm in a battle field!

I just want a good news comes around and lights up my day...it won't happen though! I need to be realistic and stop having hopes!

I do remeber someone said once that do not take away someone's hope, maybe it's the last thing they own!

I want my fake hope being taken!!!!