I just want to have a loud screem....those screems that you get sore throat afterwards... I hope that it may help, maybe not....I think nothing can help....nothing....

I think I would like to die today....or one of these days....

I am so fed up of my thoughts...!

I am sinking down.....deeper and deeper....darker and darker....!!!!

I shouldn't have told him that I like to die....but I like to things become to an end....I know I don't have the balls to do it....I know it very well....

But I am at the stage that there is no mmre to give...may be what I am gonna give to this life...is through my death...maybe that waken up some people....maybe my not being makes that difference!!!!